Been a while since I blogged anything, but I felt I needed to speak out a little bit. Today was officially a sign of my stress. For the past few months I have been torturing myself of various personal issues. Some of these issues include my education, future, passions, and how I carry myself. So many things have been tormenting me that I share this anger among others. Bits and pieces of the stress leak out and I feel glad that it hasn’t all snapped at one time. I haven’t felt like this in a while, and it’s not healthy. Maybe it was because my life had a huge change in pace and direction in a short amount of time that I couldn’t handle the consequences. Some were voluntary and I feel blessed for those changes, but others were unexpected and have slowly ripped me apart.

Nothing will be pleased by everyone and everything you do will be criticized. Consequences will always find a small or big way to creep in. I’m at the point of my life where I have to change the way I play my life’s cards. Currently I have a bad hand, just need to play it right to improve.